urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lifeislushxlifeislushxlifeislushxlifeislushx2009-02-07T20:20:58Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lifeislushx:3021I'm baaaack!2009-02-07T20:15:02Z2009-02-07T20:20:58ZI'll be 20 in less than 3 weeks!<br />The last time I used this thing I was like 17 and <strong>very</strong> naive.<br />I don't even know if anyone is part of this place anymore, I guess I'll see.<br /><br />I started WW two weeks ago & it's actually working because I'm actually serious about it this time.<br />No one can tell yet, not even me (with clothes on anyways). I can <em>definitely</em> tell in my stomach though.<br />Well so far so good, I'm feeling 110% better about myself which is what really counts.<br />I started going to the tanning bed again today. & also got an airbrush tan to kick start everything. I don't like waiting lol.<br /><br />So anyways, I think I'm going to apply to one of those lame communities like the one's I used to moderate. I might even make another one since I'm only spend my time going to school & working out.<br />I'm going to see He's Just Not That Into You tonight with David & Jackie or Heather.<br /><br />Peace!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I wrote this back in the day, and realized that I truly learned from it:<br /><br /><em>99% of the time, things don't turn out the way you pictured them. Consider altering your ideas and "pictures" in your mind. Give yourself a mini reality check every so often. Just to make sure you always see the big picture, or you WILL get off track. Have goals and work toward them. </em><br />